Crazy In Love

(January 2006)             

Jay: *whispers* Shhh. Don’t wake Mommy up Jr. Just let me grab my coat and some money and we gone leave.

Jr: *whispers* Ok…..um Daddy can I have 2 and 500 thousand dollars?

Jay: O_o what is 2 and 500 thousand dollars?

Jr: You know what it is. That’s how much money you had in them wubberbands.

Jay: *chuckles* that was $50,000 son. Come on let’s go *they leave*

(In The Car)

Jr: Daddy awe you gonna gimme that money?

Jay: *chuckles* What you need that for Jr? That’s a lot of money to give a 2 year old

Jr: Im almost thwee Daddy.

Jay: Pardon me, that’s a lot of money for an almost three year old

Jr: Nuh uhn Daddy. You said we was goin shoppin and I wanna buy Mommy a pwesent

Jay: Ok son. We can buy her a present, but I’m not giving you $50,000

Jr: *whining* But Daddy I need it.

Jay: How about I put it in an account for you?

Jr: Whats that?

Jay: It’s a grown up piggy bank.

Jr: :-D ok daddy

(Jay and Jr go to the mall early that morning to buy Jr new clothes. He’s getting tall and his little jeans are starting to flood. They have a good time bonding. They even bought Bey a gift.)

(In The Car, on the way home)

Jr: Daddy do you love Mommy?

Jay: Of course I do. I’m crazy in love your mom.

Jr: Well why yall been awguing so much?

Jay: We weren’t arguing son

Jr: Yes huhn because she was mad and told you to shut the hell up talking to hew(her) and she said she was gonna leave and take me too

Jay: O_O *nervous laugh* She was just playing

Jr: I don’t think so Daddy. She was mad as hell

Jay: Hey what did I tell you about that?

Jr: I’m sowwy Daddy. I didn’t mean to say it

Jay: Its ok. And don’t you worry about me and your mom. She is not leaving and neither am I.

Jr: J Ok. Im just making suwe you love hew.

Jay: *parks car* Come on lets go in and make her breakfast in bed

Jr: Yayyyy I get to make pantakes again

(Jay and Jr go in the house and put everything away. They started cooking breakfast before everybody got up. T and Julius came down to eat while Jay and Jr served Bey breakfast in bed.)

Jay: Open the door son

Jr: *opens bedroom door* Want me to wake Mommy up?

Jay: Go head

Jr: Ok…..Mommy wake uupppp *runs to her* Mommyyyy get up. We made you bweakfass

Bey: *opens one eye* huh

Jr: We made you bweakfass get up!

Bey: Ok im up im up *sits up*

Jay: Morning baby *hands her the tray of food*

Bey: *dry voice* Thanks

Jay: Enjoy your breakfast. Me and Jr are gonna go back downstairs and eat

Bey: K

Jay: Bey why….nevermind *he and Jr leave*

(Everyone got finished eating and Jay cleaned up. T and Julius left the house so it was just Jay, Bey, and Jr. Jay was feeling bad all that day because he knew Bey was still pissed from something that happened a month ago. That's why throughout the day she hadn’t said more than 4 words to him.)

(Living Room)

Jr: Mommy wanna see my new clothes?

Bey: When did you get new clothes?

Jr: Daddy took me

Jay: Yea, me and lil man went shopping before we cooked breakfast. You know how we do. Get out early and dodge the paps *fake laugh, hoping she would say something more than just oh but…*

Bey: Oh…*to Jr* Go get your stuff. Let Mama see what you got

Jay: I’ll help you

Jr: I got this. Im stwong

Jay: *chuckles* Not strong enough to get 12 bags. Now come on lets get your stuff and show Mommy *they get the stuff and come back*

Jr: *digs in a bag* Look Mommy you like my new shiwt?

Bey: Yea I like they that Jr. I got one that look just like it. We can dress the same way one day.

Jr: What about you Daddy?

Jay: Ima have to go buy me a burgundy and white shirt so I can match yall

Jr: *digs in another bag* Look Mommy. I got a suit like Daddy

Bey: ooo my baby gone look so handsome

Jr: *side eye* Im alweady handsome Ma.

Bey: *giggles* My bad. You sure are

Jay: *laughs* That’s my boy

(Jr finished showing Bey all of his clothes and shoes. After they tried everything on him and put the stuff up, they sat in the living room and watched “The Lion King” with him. After the movies was over, Jr still wasn’t sleep so they baked cookies and had family time.)

Jr: *biting a cookie* This is sooo good. I loooove cookies

Bey: *giggles* You are too cute

Jr: *smiles with dimples {TWO, not one like Mommy lol}* I know Mommy. My girlfriend always tell me that

Bey: O_o girlfriend?

Jr: Yea, the lady at the toy stowe

Jay: *laughs* My son is already a pimp

Jr: I almost fowgot!

Jay: Forgot what?

Jr: Mommy pwesent duh Daddy *runs to get it and comes back* Hewe you go Mommy

Bey: *opens it* awwww I love it *puts her new tennis bracelet on* Did you pick this out all by yourself?

Jr: Yes ma’am. But daddy wouldn’t give me 2 and 500 thousand dollars so he had to buy it fow me

Bey: O_o 2 and what?

Jay: For some odd reason, that’s how he says $50,000

Bey: *laughs* I can’t

Jay: Ready for bed Jr?

Jr: Noooo. I wanna stay up all night

Jay: You know that’s not happening

Jr: But…but…but

Jay: I don’t wanna hear it

Jr: *sighs* Ok. Are you and Mommy going to awgue again?

Bey: No. Why would you say that Jr?

Jr: Yall always awgue when I go to sleep

Jay: We are mot gonna argue Jr

Jr: You pwomise?

Jay: I promise *hugs him*

Jr: Do you pwomise too Mommy?

Bey: I promise too *kisses his forehead*

Jr: J ok well night

Both: Night. Love you.

Jr: Love you too *goes to bed*

Jay: Bey can I sleep in the bed with you tonight?

Bey: *ignores him and starts picking Jr’s toys up*

Jay: Baby please stop giving me the silent treatment

Bey: *puts Jr toys in his room, then start sweeping cookie crumbs*

Jay: *getting mad, raises voice* Got damnit Bey! I know you hear me talking to you

Bey: Ch…you better lower that tone

Jay: *lowers tone* Im sorry, I just need you to listen to me please

Bey: Im tired, maybe tomorrow

Jay: You said that last night, and the night before that, and the night before that

Bey: *starts walking upstairs, ignoring him again*

Jay: *follows her* You gone stop ignoring me and walking away from me

Bey: Or what? You gone throw me into the wall again?!

(Last Month)

Jay: Alright baby, I’ll see you in a minute *hangs up*

Mariah: Wifey on her way home?

Jay: She sure is. Now continue doing your job. I need to be relaxed and full of energy so I can make love to my baby

Mariah: Ugh *keeps massaging him*

(Jay ended up taking Mariah off his block list because Bey agreed to let him keep getting spa treatments from the bitch. Bey trusted Jay, so it was nothing to her for this irrelevant person to simply give a massage and pluck some brows…….Anyway, as Jay was getting his massage, Bey came in. Jay didn’t hear her come in the house, but Mariah did. Mariah knew Bey would come into Jay’s office looking for him so she fucking tried it!)

Mariah: Feel good baby? *rubbing his back with oil*

Jay: mmm yes….and stop calling me baby

Mariah: *sexy chuckle* Just relax, you worried about the wrong stuff *rubs his shoulders*

Jay: *enjoying it*

Mariah: Turn over and let me massage your chest and stuff, you are really tense

Jay: I really am *not thinking nothing of it, turns over*

Mariah: *rubbing his chest and arms* How does that feel?

Jay: Its good thanks

Mariah: *smiles* good *hears Bey crack the door* how about this? *rubs his dick*

Jay: O_O *gets instantly hard* Mariah you need to stop

Mariah: Im not trying to fuck you. You know this apart of my job….I always do this for you

Jay: *relaxes a little* You better not try shit Riah!

Mariah: Im not, lay down *smirks and starts kissing him as she rubs his dick*

Jay: *jumps up* stop it! See this is why…

Bey: *walks in* So this is what the fuck you be doing with this bitch? *slaps the shit out of her* Get the fuck out my house crusty hoe

Mariah: *runs out*

Jay: Bey I…

Bey: shut the fuck up

Jay: You gone let me explain?

Bey: Explain what?

Jay: What you walked in on.....Its nothing. Nothing even happened

Bey: Yea except you let her “massage” your dick. What kind of shit is that?

Jay: Bey calm down and listen

Bey: I aint calming down. Tell that bitch to calm down

Jay: Bey, today is not the day to be yelling at me. I had a really bad week and all I wanna do is relax without arguing about stupid shit. *getting mad* Damn aint you tired of arguing with me?! All month you been bitching about this and that. The fuck is your problem anyway?!

Bey: Bitching? *slaps him* That’s bitching

Jay: *slams her into the wall* Bey calm the fuck down

Bey: You fucking asshole *runs upstairs*

Jay: BEY! Im sorry *runs after her, thinking "Oh shit. I fucked up!"* 

(Ever since that day, Bey has been silent towards Jay. She sort of shut down. The times they tried to talk, one or the other one was intoxicated or they weren't in the mood or they just didn't have the time. They were both stressed with work, and now they were stressed with their personal life. Bey still stayed in their house for the sake of Jr. She made Jay sleep in the guest room and she stayed in their bedroom.)

(Reality)

Jay: Bey how many times do I have to tell you I’m sorry?

Bey: *slams bedroom door*

Jay: *goes into the room* Bey just listen please. So much happened last month. We really need to talk and work this out. Our son thinks you are gonna leave me and take him with you

Bey: No he doesn’t. You just saying that so I can feel sorry

Jay: I promise I’m not. He said it this morning when we went shopping

Bey: *sighs*

Jay: Bey please give me a chance to talk. If your still mad and don’t want to talk to me afterwards, I’ll leave you alone.

Bey: *pinning her hair up* I’m listening

Jay: I guess I’ll start with saying I’m sorry. I really am Bey. I don’t what came over me the day I pushed you like that.

Bey: *rolls eyes*

Jay: Bey, last month was a horrible month for both of us. Your Dereon line sunk {no shade} and my Rocawear building burned down…forreal that time. Your father has been really sick, and my mother had another heart attack. Between working on our music, doing shows, all of our other endorsements, and our personal life we have clearly been super stressed. Am I right?

Bey: I guess

Jay: Come Bey, you gotta really listen to me

Bey: Fine *sighs* yes you’re right. We were both really stressed.

Jay: I am not excusing myself for ever hurting you, but baby can you please forgive me for pushing you? I was so stressed and I got so mad that you weren’t listening to me.

Bey: Ch…

Jay: Bey please

Bey: Jay no, that is no excuse. I get it we were both stressed. I get that, but you swore that you would never…

Jay: Bey, I know. I am so sorry baby. I haven’t been able to sleep since then. Baby that had to be the dumbest mistake in my entire life

Bey: hmph

Jay: Bey please forgive me.

Bey: I’ll think about it

Jay: I guess I can I accept that *starts walking out the room*

Bey: *she spoke before he walked out the door* The fact that you expect me to just forgive you and you failed to mention the fact that you cheated on me is appauling.

Jay: *closes door* I did not cheat on you

Bey: *getting slightly loud* You expect me to believe dick rubbing is a part of a masseuse’s job Shawn?

Jay: Bey don’t get too loud, I don’t want Jr hearing us…..and no I don’t expect you to believe that, it just…

Bey: Its just what Jay?

Jay: Ok…you know me and Mariah’s history….well between me and her that was apart of her job

Bey: So you mean to tell me that you don’t find that in no way disrespectful towards me? Come on Jay really, you have a kid AND a fiancé, you don’t find another bit…excuse me. You don’t find another woman rubbing your dick in any way wrong? I don’t give a damn about yall past. This is NOW! How would you feel if I had a man rubbing my pussy and said “Oh Jay, don’t worry. He’s just giving me a massage”? *sarcastic voice*

Jay: *silent*

Bey: Exactly. I never knew a man your age could be so stupid.

Jay: Bey, I’m sorry. Just do me a favor. Think about how much our good times outweigh our bad times. Think about how crazy in love we are with each other. Think about our son. Think about us. I have nothing else to say. I cant justify any of my actions. I was completely wrong for everything………I’m so in love with you Bey and I cant bear losing you *kisses her forehead* just take all the time you need to think baby *walks out sad as hell*

(Bey tossed and turned all night. she woke up in the middle of the night and thought about everything. Then...)

Bey: *calls Jay from the bedroom* 

Jay: Hello

Bey: Jay, come in here. We need to talk...

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