Season Changes Part 1...

(First off, I want to say thank yall for reading my shit. I really appreciate it. Secondly, my dumbass messed my times up again. I know its June 2003 cause Solo had a birthday, but I forgot how old the baby was smh. With that being said, Im gone skip a year and make up dates and hope to remember these.)

(Spring-March 4, 2004)

Bey: Jay, come on. We gotta hurry up and get the stuff set up. People are gonna start showing up in the next 45 minutes and Mama is on her way here with Jr.

Jay: *walking in with a piñata* I wish you calm down damn. It’s a 1 year old’s party.

Bey: I need you to lose your attitude and hang that piñata. And don’t hang it too high, remember they are little kids.

Jay: *mumbles* Shut the fuck up

Bey: What was that?

Jay: Nothin Bey damn, just put the chips in the bowl and leave me alone *hangs piñata and walks inside*

Bey: *puts down chips and follows him*  What the hell is wrong with you?

Jay: You.

Bey: Me?

Jay: Did I stutter? You gettin on my nerves. You need to relax, like I said earlier this is for a 1 year old, not the president.

Bey: Are you serious? Its our son’s 1^st birthday party and you actin like this over it?

Jay: It aint even this. It’s the fact that you be working all the fuckin time and now you come home trying to run shit. I already had his party planned, then you came home and just turned the shit into what you wanted it to be.

Bey: Really Jay? You mad because I said don’t want him to have a music theme? You mad because I said let him have a normal party with sports and cartoons?

Jay: No. You don’t listen.

Bey: You aint sayin shit! You need to change your pad, cuz I swear you actin like you on your period.

Jay: What the fuck ever! You so damn *knock on the door* We’ll finish this later… *goes to open the door*

MT: Hey yall

Jr: Mommy. Daddy *runs and hugs Jay, then Bey*

Jay: Hey lil man. You ready for this party?

Jr: *smiling* Yea Daddy… I want take

Jay: You want what?

Jr: I want take

Bey: You can’t have cake right now lil man. You gotta wait til everybody gets here.

*knock on the door*

Solo: *runs downstairs* I think that Tia and her lil boy {Tia is a friend Solo met since she been there} *opens door* Hey Tia. Hey Jamaal.

(Later on, about 15 kids are at the party. Some celeb kids, some not. They all have a good time. Bey and Jay are trying to be good in front of the kids since they don’t want everybody knowing they been arguing. About an hour later, it was time for cake.)

Jay: *bringing out the cake* Its time to sing Happy Birthday to Shawn Jr.

Bey: yayyy *puts candle in the cake and lights it*

Jr: Take! Take! Take! *clapping his hands*

Bey: Alright lets sing

Everybody: *singing* Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Shawn Jr, Happy Birthday to you. *claps* Yay!

Jay: Alright lil man blow the candle out

Jr: *blows candle and it didn’t go out*

Bey: Try again baby

Jr: *tries again, still lit*

Jay: One more time

Jr: *him, Jay, and Bey blew and it went out*

Everybody: *claps* yayyyy!!!

Jr: *digs his hand in the cake* Take! *eats it off his hand*

Jay: No lil man *laughs* you not spose to do that

Bey: I got it. I’ll clean him up *takes him and cleans him while everybody eats cake* Alright all clean, ready to open your presents? *takes him back to the party*

Jay: You ready for presents lil man?

Jr: Toy!

Bey: *laughs* go to Daddy and get your presents

Jr: *runs to Jay* Daddyyyyy!!!

Jay: Here you go *hands him a big box* This from Daddy

(Bey and Jay helped Shawn Jr open all his gifts. He ended up getting a microphone, drumset, toy trucks, clothes, shoes, and a lot of other toys 1 year olds play with. They wasn’t cheap either. They had a great time at his party. Jay and Bey made up while they was cleaning up. After they cleaned up, everybody showered and went to bed.)

(Summer-July 16, 2004)

(Bey)

*in the studio* Damn, Im so tired. I miss my babies. I gotta get out of here ASAP. *yawns* One more song Beyonce and you going home.

Kelly: *walking in* Bey we bouta leave. You coming?

Bey: Go ahead. Ima take a cab home.

Kelly: Bey we been in here all day. Its 10 pm and I know you tired.

Bey: Yea I am, but I wanna do one more song.

Kelly: Beyonce you working too hard. And what about Jr and Jay?

Bey:  I know, but I figured the quicker we get done with the songs, the more time I can spend with them. Besides, its not like I don’t see them everyday, unless we doing an appearance somewhere.

Kelly: Bey you really need to get out of that working state of mind. You have to realize you have a family now. And with Jay working too, Jr aint gone know nobody but the babysitter after awhile.

Bey: I got it under control Kelly *getting an attitude, she cranky* But thanks anyway for your “advice”, but you wouldn’t understand.

Kelly: You know what? Im gone leave before you say some shit that’s gone really piss me off! *leaves*

(Bey stayed in the studio for another hour and a half laying down her verses on some songs and adlibbing. She finally went home when she realized she was dozing off while singing in the booth.)

Bey: *walking in the house* Hey yall

Solo: Hey Thu *eating popcorn and watching a movie with Daniel* {Btw, Daniel is officially living with them now. He works with Jay. He does the engineering stuff in the studio. He wasn’t at the birthday party a couple months ago because MT them still don’t know he’s there smh so he went to work until it was over.}

Bey: What yall watching?

Solo: I have no idea. Its scary tho. Wanna watch it? *scoots over and pats the couch*

Bey: No thanks. Im gonna go shower and go to bed. Is Jay here?

Solo: Yea. He in the room.

Bey: *mumbles* Damn….*to Solo and Daniel* ok, well goodnight yall *goes to her room* Hey baby *kisses Jay cheek* awww look at him, he knocked out *kisses Jr cheek*

Jay: *sittin up reading a book* Yea, he wore himself out.

Bey: How was your day?

Jay: Just a day. Nothing exciting.

Bey: Aww don’t say it like that.

Jay: Ok, goodnight *lays down*

Bey: Goodnight.

(Bey showers and put her pajamas on. She takes Jr to his room so she can get in the bed and go to sleep. After all that, Bey had fallen asleep and Jay was still up, just laying there.)

(Jay)

I swear I love Beyonce, but she’s making me think twice about being with her. I want to stay, but I know I’ll only be here because of Jr. Im not even happy anymore. All she cares about is her work. I’ll just try to talk to her. *sits up and turns the lamp on*

Jay: Bey! *shakes her*

Bey: Hmm

Jay: Wake up. We need to talk.

Bey: *sleepy voice* Can it wait baby? Im tired.

Jay: No. Please lets talk.

Bey: *sits up and wipes her eyes* Whats wrong?

Jay: *tells her what he was thinking about*…and Im getting tired of it.

Bey: What do you want me to do Jay? Quit my job? I cant do that.

Jay: No I would never ask you to quit your job. I just want you to act like you have a family that’s more important than your work. When you come in Jr is sleep and sometimes when you leave he is sleep. He misses you and I miss you too.

Bey: Im not having this discussion right now. Im going back to sleep. I have to work tomorrow *lays back down*

Jay: *gets up* Well I hope you happy. You just lost your greatest support system, ME. *goes to pack a bag*

Bey: *sits back up* Where are you going Jay?

Jay: Away. *he leaves*

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